lyrics

the way out west

Credits:

Guy Cornelius: songwriting, guitar & lead vocals

Phil Keppeler: double bass & harmony vocals

Mark Raynes: recording engineer

Tom Capek: mixing

The Ghost of Emmett Kelly

Driving along through a cool evening rain

Memories rise like steam from the land

Tattered posters hanging from abandoned trains

Telling me a circus close at hand

I’ll be ridin’ with the ghost of Emmett Kelly

Two sad jokers lost in the night        

But Emmett, he knows more than the next guy

He was sweeping sorrow softly toward the light

At the circus roustabouts scramble across the midway

Harsh voices barking orders, assigning chores

Shoulders heave and arms tighten against the weight

Workers toil while the stars saunter through the doors

I am ridin’ with the ghost of Emmett Kelly

Two sad jokers lost in the night

But Emmett he knows more than the next guy

He was sweeping sorrow softly toward the light

The night’s when I lose my line

When I leave reason behind

And a strange surreal ballet

Carries me – – – – away

Guy lines rise from stakes to the tent tops

A roughneck cathedral is framed against the sky

There’s catechism in the banter and the tough talk                     

Where salvation means just a better way of getting by

‘Cause I am ridin’ with the ghost of Emmett Kelly

Two sad jokers lost in the night 

But Emmett he knows more than the next guy

He was sweeping sorrow softly toward the light

Driving off in the pre-dawn humid gray

There’s always more reasons to go than there are to stay

When the sun rises cracked in my rear-view mirror

I’ll surrender night’s illusions to the real of day

But I was ridin’ with the ghost of Emmett Kelly

Two sad jokers lost in the night 

But Emmett he knows more than the next guy

He was sweeping sorrow softly toward the light

Toward the light

Toward the light

Toward the light

Wyoming Letter

Please read the letter I wrote

Composed like a song, each word a note 

I wrote ‘til my fingers were tired and bruised

Trying to hold on to a piece of you

You said you were through with me; I drove hard to Laramie

The highway fuels a dream; you can kill the blues with speed   

This running is a sad dark sign of days to come

When leaving you is the last thing I would’ve done

At a worn-out counter in the Café Blue

I wrote and wrote about me and you

Stole a poem from the kitchen wall

I could barely make out that grease-stained scrawl

You said you were through with me; I drove hard to Laramie

Mileage posts flew by, marking images in my mind

Miles and miles of bittersweet memories

All that’s left of you and me

Looking out the window at a wind-blown sky

Jealous of the joy in a magpie’s flight

Wishin’ my mind was big as atmosphere

With these blues replaced by the high bright air

But my horizon goes no farther than the wall

And the roiling clouds inside leave no space at all

Just hail and pain and a half insane refrain

Will I ever see you again?

Sugar Lee

You were backlit by the sun

Flashing off water

Through your hair

This long last lingering look of you

I will carry everywhere

 

Our time is over now Sugar Lee

And I’m going where you can’t come

I’ll keep you in my mind Sugar Lee

In memory, you’ll be the one

Sugar Lee

 

I swear I hear the angels moan

My choice they’d like undone

But my life is not theirs to rule

So I’m leaving – I’m on the run

Sugar Lee

 

Second to none, you should be

But I can’t give you security

Second to none, you couldn’t be

To me

I’m blind and selfish

Sugar Lee

The tears you shed are like the rain

They’ll last only a while

And soon you’ll fall for someone else

So let me see you smile

Sugar Lee

 

It’s only for awhile

Sugar Lee

It’s only for a while

Sugar Lee

The Way Out West

Wanderers follow

A long line of taillights

Retreating toward towns

Named for the conquered

Names that feel like

A sad feeble gesture

To atone for America’s

Original sin

 

Way out west

I’m waiting on the angels

Waiting on angels

C’mon

Way out west

I’m waiting on the angels

Waiting on angels

C’mon, make your move

 

 

 

 

 

I’ve been thinking about gain

And thinking about loss

How the land that we live on

Is the land others lost

Their whole way of life

Their home in the sun

We stole by the pen

And we took by the gun

 

Way out west

I’m waiting on the angels

Waiting on angels

C’mon

Way out west

I’m waiting on the angels       

Waiting on angels

C’mon, make your move

 

We’re no better and no worse

It’s always been this way

When someone gets theirs

Someone else always pays

At a roadside diner

Maybe I’ll share a drink

I can make a man laugh

But I can’t make him think

Every man-jack’s confused

About the state of things

Things happen for a reason

But not the reasons they think

 

Way out west

I’m waiting on the angels       

Waiting on angels

C’mon

 

Way out west

I’m waiting on the angels

Waiting on angels

C’mon, make your move

C’mon, make your move

C’mon, make your move

 

 

Waiting on the Rain

Line squall moving in

Birds call against the wind

Beneath the cover of tall trees

I crouch down on my knees

That storm brews like pain

And I’m waiting — waiting on the rain

 

The wind blows quick and wild

I swear I hear howling – bone and bile

Storms within my head

Shout against the wind

I was heading your way again

But now I’m waiting on the rain

 

 

 

There’s a promise in the wind

A promise in the rain

A promise in the dawn of each new day

 

A promise in the road

A promise in the goin’

A promise in the way you call my name

 

A bending road passes near

A dollar and a dream will take me there

I got you on my mind

Why did I leave your love behind?

I’m heading your way again

But now I’m waiting on the rain

Waiting on the rain

Middle of the Day

Tell me what to make of this

In the middle of the day

A scene of drunken misery

What would you have me do?

What would you have me say?

 

Abandoned glasses strewn around

Bottles on the floor

Liquid ammo emptied out

You’re a casualty of war

A casualty of your own war

 

But you say,

“I can see the stars shine

In the middle of the day

From the bottom of the well

Where my broken dreams all lay

I know where dreams lay”  

Reality and empathy

Lost within a haze 

Lame excuses, displaced blame

As you toast to better days

You raise a toast to better days

 

And you say,

“You can see the stars shine

In the middle of the day

From the bottom of the well

Where your broken dreams all lay

Down there, where dreams lay”

 

Now you’re left to stumble through

Secluded nights and days

Friends reach out to call on you

But you push them all away

Now you are so far away

 

But, you can see the stars shine

In the middle of the day

From the bottom of the well

Where your broken dreams still lay

Down there, where dreams lay

 

Broken in the day

In the middle of the day

Lying in the day

In the middle of the day

 

 

 

 

 

Heat Lightning

Everyone feels the heat

On a hot summer night

It’s warm and sweet

Feels alright

But what do you bring

Just heat lightning

 

When you walk in the room

And flash your smile

The boys just swoon

They’ll be stunned for a while

It’s a powerful thing

Your heat lightning

 

Everyone is aching     

For the cooling rain

Everyone’s in heat

That joyous pain

But all that you bring

Is heat lightning

 

It shines from afar

But it’s held real close

Lightning in a jar

Joy enclosed

It’s a funny little thing

Your heat lightning

 

I’m waiting right here

For the cooling rain

Quell the heat

Ease my pain

But all you got for me

Is heat lightning

 

I can see it from a distance

But I can’t get close

It feels like a penance

Like an overdose

It’s a powerful thing

Your heat lightning

 

It’s a powerful thing

Your heat lightning

 

It’s just heat lightning

Far away

When will you bring                

The cooling rain

When will you bring

The cooling rain

When will you bring

The cooling rain

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I Still Know You

The morning sky bleeds regret

As dolphins suicide in nets

The chaplain cries, “Place your bets,

I have no other clues!”

 

A silent reveille is played

Clocks refuse to mark the day

Navigators go astray

But I still know you

 

Gulls fly out of cabinets

Carving crazy pirouettes

Swirling slashing silhouettes

Melting into blue

 

Drummers lose control of time

An elusive cadence undermines

Balladeers who cannot rhyme

But I still know you

The joker dances atop the world

Cackling, sneering, arms awhirl

Baubles clang as he twirls

In a counterclockwise swirl

 

The gods suspend all charity

And free the force of gravity

The sky pours upward out of sea

In swirling sheets of blue

 

Drop a stone – watch it fly

Breath the sea, swim in sky   

Water echoes every cry

But I still know you

 

Darkened clouds that hold no rain

Lightening flashing cold and gray

Tears divorced from joy or pain

Their swelling blurs my view

Light that leaves no shadow cast

What’s last is first, first is last            

Jumbled future, present, past

But I still know you

 

I still know you

I still know you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ion Wind

An ion wind blows by my back door 

Foreshadows rain

And I wait for you once more

 

In the graying light, shadows disappear

A distant flash

A lightning bolt tears

 

Sage and soil stir in the air

Dust precedes rain

Like words before tears

 

Birds soar above while the earth shoulders the wind

 

You left no word; the wind carries no clue

How long will I wait

Before I give up on you?

 

If you come on home, you’ll smile faintly, go off to bed

Leaving me to follow

While doubt fills my head

 

White linen, white mood; feelings subdued      

Unspoken conclusions

About me and you

 

What makes you think the ground is always eager for the rain?

What makes you think the ground is eager for rain?

My Only Heaven

Red dust on a cold desert morning

Like frozen hell on the wind

Blowing hard with a warning

Against you, girl, I have sinned

 

Let me stay if I make it back to you

Can I stay ‘til I prove it to you?

 

My only heaven

My only heaven

My only heaven is you

 

My hope lies fragile as thin ice

Brittle under the weight           

Of all I want and the heavy price

Of turning dreams into fate

 

Let me stay – haul me onto the solid ground

Let me stay – ‘til my footing is sound

 

My only heaven

My only heaven

My only heaven is you

 

Freedom rings like a death knell

Tolling sadly for me

Losing you would be my hell

So girl, do not cut me free

 

Let me stay in your sweet captivity

Let me stay – until you can see

 

My only heaven

My only heaven

My only heaven is you

 

My only heaven

My only heaven

My only heaven is you

Blessings

Blessings

On me