lyrics
the way out west
Credits:
Guy Cornelius: songwriting, guitar & lead vocals
Phil Keppeler: double bass & harmony vocals
Mark Raynes: recording engineer
Tom Capek: mixing
The Ghost of Emmett Kelly
Driving along through a cool evening rain
Memories rise like steam from the land
Tattered posters hanging from abandoned trains
Telling me a circus close at hand
I’ll be ridin’ with the ghost of Emmett Kelly
Two sad jokers lost in the night
But Emmett, he knows more than the next guy
He was sweeping sorrow softly toward the light
At the circus roustabouts scramble across the midway
Harsh voices barking orders, assigning chores
Shoulders heave and arms tighten against the weight
Workers toil while the stars saunter through the doors
I am ridin’ with the ghost of Emmett Kelly
Two sad jokers lost in the night
But Emmett he knows more than the next guy
He was sweeping sorrow softly toward the light
The night’s when I lose my line
When I leave reason behind
And a strange surreal ballet
Carries me – – – – away
Guy lines rise from stakes to the tent tops
A roughneck cathedral is framed against the sky
There’s catechism in the banter and the tough talk
Where salvation means just a better way of getting by
‘Cause I am ridin’ with the ghost of Emmett Kelly
Two sad jokers lost in the night
But Emmett he knows more than the next guy
He was sweeping sorrow softly toward the light
Driving off in the pre-dawn humid gray
There’s always more reasons to go than there are to stay
When the sun rises cracked in my rear-view mirror
I’ll surrender night’s illusions to the real of day
But I was ridin’ with the ghost of Emmett Kelly
Two sad jokers lost in the night
But Emmett he knows more than the next guy
He was sweeping sorrow softly toward the light
Toward the light
Toward the light
Toward the light
Wyoming Letter
Please read the letter I wrote
Composed like a song, each word a note
I wrote ‘til my fingers were tired and bruised
Trying to hold on to a piece of you
You said you were through with me; I drove hard to Laramie
The highway fuels a dream; you can kill the blues with speed
This running is a sad dark sign of days to come
When leaving you is the last thing I would’ve done
At a worn-out counter in the Café Blue
I wrote and wrote about me and you
Stole a poem from the kitchen wall
I could barely make out that grease-stained scrawl
You said you were through with me; I drove hard to Laramie
Mileage posts flew by, marking images in my mind
Miles and miles of bittersweet memories
All that’s left of you and me
Looking out the window at a wind-blown sky
Jealous of the joy in a magpie’s flight
Wishin’ my mind was big as atmosphere
With these blues replaced by the high bright air
But my horizon goes no farther than the wall
And the roiling clouds inside leave no space at all
Just hail and pain and a half insane refrain
Will I ever see you again?
Sugar Lee
You were backlit by the sun
Flashing off water
Through your hair
This long last lingering look of you
I will carry everywhere
Our time is over now Sugar Lee
And I’m going where you can’t come
I’ll keep you in my mind Sugar Lee
In memory, you’ll be the one
Sugar Lee
I swear I hear the angels moan
My choice they’d like undone
But my life is not theirs to rule
So I’m leaving – I’m on the run
Sugar Lee
Second to none, you should be
But I can’t give you security
Second to none, you couldn’t be
To me
I’m blind and selfish
Sugar Lee
The tears you shed are like the rain
They’ll last only a while
And soon you’ll fall for someone else
So let me see you smile
Sugar Lee
It’s only for awhile
Sugar Lee
It’s only for a while
Sugar Lee
The Way Out West
Wanderers follow
A long line of taillights
Retreating toward towns
Named for the conquered
Names that feel like
A sad feeble gesture
To atone for America’s
Original sin
Way out west
I’m waiting on the angels
Waiting on angels
C’mon
Way out west
I’m waiting on the angels
Waiting on angels
C’mon, make your move
I’ve been thinking about gain
And thinking about loss
How the land that we live on
Is the land others lost
Their whole way of life
Their home in the sun
We stole by the pen
And we took by the gun
Way out west
I’m waiting on the angels
Waiting on angels
C’mon
Way out west
I’m waiting on the angels
Waiting on angels
C’mon, make your move
We’re no better and no worse
It’s always been this way
When someone gets theirs
Someone else always pays
At a roadside diner
Maybe I’ll share a drink
I can make a man laugh
But I can’t make him think
Every man-jack’s confused
About the state of things
Things happen for a reason
But not the reasons they think
Way out west
I’m waiting on the angels
Waiting on angels
C’mon
Way out west
I’m waiting on the angels
Waiting on angels
C’mon, make your move
C’mon, make your move
C’mon, make your move
Waiting on the Rain
Line squall moving in
Birds call against the wind
Beneath the cover of tall trees
I crouch down on my knees
That storm brews like pain
And I’m waiting — waiting on the rain
The wind blows quick and wild
I swear I hear howling – bone and bile
Storms within my head
Shout against the wind
I was heading your way again
But now I’m waiting on the rain
There’s a promise in the wind
A promise in the rain
A promise in the dawn of each new day
A promise in the road
A promise in the goin’
A promise in the way you call my name
A bending road passes near
A dollar and a dream will take me there
I got you on my mind
Why did I leave your love behind?
I’m heading your way again
But now I’m waiting on the rain
Waiting on the rain
Middle of the Day
Tell me what to make of this
In the middle of the day
A scene of drunken misery
What would you have me do?
What would you have me say?
Abandoned glasses strewn around
Bottles on the floor
Liquid ammo emptied out
You’re a casualty of war
A casualty of your own war
But you say,
“I can see the stars shine
In the middle of the day
From the bottom of the well
Where my broken dreams all lay
I know where dreams lay”
Reality and empathy
Lost within a haze
Lame excuses, displaced blame
As you toast to better days
You raise a toast to better days
And you say,
“You can see the stars shine
In the middle of the day
From the bottom of the well
Where your broken dreams all lay
Down there, where dreams lay”
Now you’re left to stumble through
Secluded nights and days
Friends reach out to call on you
But you push them all away
Now you are so far away
But, you can see the stars shine
In the middle of the day
From the bottom of the well
Where your broken dreams still lay
Down there, where dreams lay
Broken in the day
In the middle of the day
Lying in the day
In the middle of the day
Heat Lightning
Everyone feels the heat
On a hot summer night
It’s warm and sweet
Feels alright
But what do you bring
Just heat lightning
When you walk in the room
And flash your smile
The boys just swoon
They’ll be stunned for a while
It’s a powerful thing
Your heat lightning
Everyone is aching
For the cooling rain
Everyone’s in heat
That joyous pain
But all that you bring
Is heat lightning
It shines from afar
But it’s held real close
Lightning in a jar
Joy enclosed
It’s a funny little thing
Your heat lightning
I’m waiting right here
For the cooling rain
Quell the heat
Ease my pain
But all you got for me
Is heat lightning
I can see it from a distance
But I can’t get close
It feels like a penance
Like an overdose
It’s a powerful thing
Your heat lightning
It’s a powerful thing
Your heat lightning
It’s just heat lightning
Far away
When will you bring
The cooling rain
When will you bring
The cooling rain
When will you bring
The cooling rain
I Still Know You
The morning sky bleeds regret
As dolphins suicide in nets
The chaplain cries, “Place your bets,
I have no other clues!”
A silent reveille is played
Clocks refuse to mark the day
Navigators go astray
But I still know you
Gulls fly out of cabinets
Carving crazy pirouettes
Swirling slashing silhouettes
Melting into blue
Drummers lose control of time
An elusive cadence undermines
Balladeers who cannot rhyme
But I still know you
The joker dances atop the world
Cackling, sneering, arms awhirl
Baubles clang as he twirls
In a counterclockwise swirl
The gods suspend all charity
And free the force of gravity
The sky pours upward out of sea
In swirling sheets of blue
Drop a stone – watch it fly
Breath the sea, swim in sky
Water echoes every cry
But I still know you
Darkened clouds that hold no rain
Lightening flashing cold and gray
Tears divorced from joy or pain
Their swelling blurs my view
Light that leaves no shadow cast
What’s last is first, first is last
Jumbled future, present, past
But I still know you
I still know you
I still know you
Ion Wind
An ion wind blows by my back door
Foreshadows rain
And I wait for you once more
In the graying light, shadows disappear
A distant flash
A lightning bolt tears
Sage and soil stir in the air
Dust precedes rain
Like words before tears
Birds soar above while the earth shoulders the wind
You left no word; the wind carries no clue
How long will I wait
Before I give up on you?
If you come on home, you’ll smile faintly, go off to bed
Leaving me to follow
While doubt fills my head
White linen, white mood; feelings subdued
Unspoken conclusions
About me and you
What makes you think the ground is always eager for the rain?
What makes you think the ground is eager for rain?
My Only Heaven
Red dust on a cold desert morning
Like frozen hell on the wind
Blowing hard with a warning
Against you, girl, I have sinned
Let me stay if I make it back to you
Can I stay ‘til I prove it to you?
My only heaven
My only heaven
My only heaven is you
My hope lies fragile as thin ice
Brittle under the weight
Of all I want and the heavy price
Of turning dreams into fate
Let me stay – haul me onto the solid ground
Let me stay – ‘til my footing is sound
My only heaven
My only heaven
My only heaven is you
Freedom rings like a death knell
Tolling sadly for me
Losing you would be my hell
So girl, do not cut me free
Let me stay in your sweet captivity
Let me stay – until you can see
My only heaven
My only heaven
My only heaven is you
My only heaven
My only heaven
My only heaven is you
Blessings
Blessings
On me